Silent Debates

My honesty has punished me to a very vivid degree, Speaking to me silently so when I'm dreaming, I find difficulty leveling reality. My maturity has hindered movements I used to fully express this complex personality, and now my fantasy and sanity find it hard to agree.

Shadows of light darken my exposed insecurities, and through meditative dealings I am able to see the real me I want to see...no better yet, I am allowed to see. Because I hide myself productively, strong fully, unwillingly to my lack of disbelief.

Dandruff of mind worry flake off my imagination with ease, and this creative disease stirs up my sinuses and cause me to sneeze.  Cause me to react without proper means of the response I should expect. Not knowing what to anticipate just makes my mind ache, and now I have this overwhelming need to allow my actions to regurgitate.    

Awkward, Embarrassing (out of breath) Love.

Similarities are indifferent, bashful, disarray for talent only spoken within, only kissed but by themselves, only mentioned but a word of confused understandings and acceptance among passionate friends for who have long forgotten there only intent to befriend.

Stained memories of that which aches my heart, betrayed by that which has but-for-so long ago healed fire to the core of my soul as I am stressfully reminded of that which has stretched my loneliness so.

Bold bashfulness strike hard at the emotions emulating from the cubby holes in the soul I own, peaceful though awkwardness, relentless though embarrassment, out of breath through infringement as I create images of this writer, selfless expressions has created visions of our indifferent love.

 I have often wondered if Fannie and Freddie actually have and act on their responsibilities to our nations being public chartered institutions.

Learning that as of Sept. 1^st Freddie Mac will stop buying loans out of New York because of a new bill Governor David Paterson signed last week.

(The New Bill offers foreclosure and lending laws that tighten legal protections for borrowers. One of the profound additions for New York is, it allows the borrower an extra 90 days to pull themselves out of a nasty foreclosure. Freddie Mac appears to be unwilling to work with New York and the additional timeframe. New York has also adapted ordnances which forces lenders to pay more attention to their properties so the property is not neglected and unmaintained).  

The new legislation holds mortgage buyers like Freddie liable in ways that "we have no way of monitoring and preventing," company spokesman Brad German said in a telephone interview.

Government-chartered Freddie and Fannie Mae, which together own or guarantee 42 percent of the $12 trillion U.S. home loan market, are both slowing their mortgage purchases after last week posting bigger-than-expected losses for the second quarter.

This becomes a significant problem because in a market that does not have liquidity right now, it compounds the situation and forces consumers to go to less responsible third parties.

Freddie fell 23 cents, or 4.1 percent, to close at $5.37 on the New York Stock Exchange. Washington-based Fannie declined 38 cents to $8.02. Both have plummeted about 90 percent in the past year and are trading near 17-year lows set last month.

Bloomberg's Article

Feeble de Imagination

May it be free of me to express such emotion of that which calms my jittered soul, Exercises my inability to fully release equipotent control 

Fire burns quietly underneath complicated desire and scampering though my thoughts with a spry of deep meditation creates unbalanced segregation between myself and I, as I find myself mentally suited for the appropriate attire

Trinkets of expectation overflow, and I lay calmness of wise experience on my harden pillow, my dwindling self proclaimed awareness of a talented angry fellow Becomes more and more distant then a yonder hello.

Memories of fatigued energy rewind images of the struggles in my head, snapshots of quiescent laughter becomes my warm milk as I lay this stress to bed,

I pray, not to holiness but to everlasting experience and challenging consequence towards the entity that has birth my existence...

And for this I am a victim of feeble de imagination.

I posted this sometime ago and figured the thoughts I had then are ever more needed now to keep myself and possibly others on a positive track.

When situations become far too stressful don't get mad... get even!

 The market continues to be a stressful balance of positive thinking, hard work and focus. When your dealing with unethical agents and battling with clients who would like to discount your commission, you cant help but feel stressed. 

Too many agents let this get them down and in doing so it effects their business and shortens their career. At times I find myself feeling such emotions and acting out on them and then remember, I need not get mad but get even. I feel like FLUFFY (picture above) at times and want to take action. (Not as extreme) but I feel the cat.

Even though it is easier to feel negative and act negative, it takes more work to do so. When ever you feel like FLUFFY remember you are a sweet, adorable, lovable creation of life and let the emotion pass. Get even with positive thinking.

Everyday we walk outside we are directing our path of existence...whether we strive to steady our path or redirect our path to other adventurous routes, it is our choice.  WHEN YOU LEAVE THE HOUSE DO YOU FEEL LIKE FLUFFY? AND IF SO...ARE THESE EMOTIONS SHOWN THROUGH YOUR ACTIONS WITH CLIENTS AND COLLEAGUES?  I wonder!

Contaminated Reflections

Anticipate refection, for I know not what happens when memory explodes, I know what happens when fantasy meets reality and connective energy implodes beneath this story told.

Fashionable desire calls out to the inner child in me, screams at the growing maturity I seem to vomit up profusely...Who am I? Is this sound trickling though the sonic wall of my souls personality. 

The question, what am I? Vibrates off the layers of strength which is stretched across my ambition to be loving, caring, charismatic even daring.

Frantic from perspiring creative thinking, exhausted from using words that describe feelings I have not yet felt, painting vivid photos of circumstances I have not yet experienced so these poems are all that I have left.

I am merely an infraction of what life hands to me; I am total satisfaction of what I want to be, minus a few insecurities. I am strong black beauty, deranged from the triumphs of my challenged spirituality. I am me...who is me, well, I'm he who has no indiscretions, and sins unreleased, no sorrow of passion mirrored by the person I use to be.

No dealings with fear, for fear holds me and my lust collectively.

  With the market as sensitive as it is builders across the nation are doing what they can to drum up business. The latest news swimming around is the gas card crave.

With gas prices soaring to frustrating levels across the world, the real estate industry (among others) realized the good opportunity to entice consumers by way of their wallets.

In some states builders are giving away up to a $5000.00 gas card as a closing cost incentive; other builder are marketing $100.00 ever week for 100 weeks to buyers of its two spec homes because its community is a considerable distance from the city center.

Realty.com report on Builder Gas Incentives

The incentives are creative and plentiful...community open houses are FUELED with drawings and wheel spins aimed at enticing the ready and able buyer.  Real Estate agents are also being enticed with gas card to bring buying clients to open houses. Mortgage brokers are luring in agents partnership, lenders hosting gas card give-a-ways at targeted gatherings...all for the opportunity of signing the buyers Rep-agreement, getting your name on the table of a loan referral and so-on. 

But is it doing the builders, agents and mortgage brokers much good?  Or are they just attracting people who just want gift cards to pay for gas and who are not looking for a loan or a house?

For me I compare this situation to the way I raise my daughters.  I used to entice them with money, games, and activities to get a clean room, sisterhood love, the pets they wanted taken care of and many other things in and around the house.

When I shockingly realized they were just doing the things I wanted them to do because I was rewarding them with treats and gifts.  I realized sadly I was bribing my children to take care of what I would classify as basic responsibilities.

Once I redirected my focus from reward of gifts and treats to reward of positive encouragements while teaching them personal satisfaction and respect. I saved a lot of money and when we spent time as a family doing things it had more meaning and value.

Oddly, my new efforts produced the same results but now in a positive light without breeding greedy, self absorbed kids.

Could something similar be implemented towards this situation?

Are we just attracting the kind of clients we really do not want?   

Are we gaining respect and appreciating for our product and services if we entice with gifts? Or has our society grown so detached and self absorbed we care not to focus on the product, service, reputation and hard work of our builders, agents, brokers and lenders...we just want something free!

Have we become a society that says...If you have something free then you have loyalty in me?

What I believe in is this...loyalty is free until you put a price, gift or treat on it. So do we want loyal clients, of just clients?

Premeditated Conclusions

My simple mind is congested, selfishly speaking, whispering, chattering profusely inside me, about me.
My religious disbelief is believable to those who spiritually see, crumbling maturity and acceptability of a concealed personality towering to the peak of his fallen abilities...is all but a perfect image of the person whom you read.

Wrinkled smiles of mathematic complexity, vigorous simplicity poetically adapting within me, and showing me how to fully be me.
And with two full views of this visual monstrosity's of the verbiage released exponentially, I become powerful mind free with the simplest dividends controlling me.

Snapshot collections and placement of emotional experimentations
Place themselves before me, asking me to believe more in me and want freedom from the thoughts smothering me, continuously, asking myself to set me free indefinitely, for the better good of those like me motivates me.

Functional instability struggles to be me, I envy those reading me, judging me, loving me, hating me, but yet wanting to know more of what they read...needing me to release the better parts of me, more and more to ease their disbelief... and so I do so, willingly.

© Copyright 2003, MarQuis Rhodes

 Idealize, Visualize, Verbalize and Materialize are has become the new focus point in my life.  The principals I will explain to you today will (if utilized) change the way you live your life and "Butterfly Effect" positive energy to your dealings with family and friends... it will also boost your Networking Skills and enhance your career.

Business Coach Jason Romrell of ActionCoach became my business coach in the early part of this year.  When I first meet up with him I was amazed at the level of excitement and genuine happiness he exuded. (My first thought was that he was excited that he was securing a new client which would put more money in his pocket).  But as I started listening to him speak and walk through the steps of how he help people like myself become better at growing their business I learned the art of IVVM's and the genuine expressions of positive reprogramming.

ActionCoach teach that shouting out IVVM's everyday is a sure way to stay focused, positive and proactive. (Skeptical of course) I created my own set of statements to release to the world as Jason says.  I started to speak of out my list of wishful achievements: I want to be successful, I want a better relationship with my kinds and my partner, I want more Ready and Able clients and my list went on.  After meeting up with Jason a few weeks later I expressed no difference in the way I felt with my IVVM's and he looked over my list.

Chuckling respectfully he told me my list did nothing for me because it was so vague. It lacked true value and even had a hint of negativity.   He explained the art of releasing your energy to the world is much like the SECERET's...dare I say...secret! And If I wanted something then I better darn well be precise or I will have just have a lot of vague nothing as well as ensuring there is no negative influences. Like...I hope to have a real client walk in on my floor duty, I hope this time when I give out my business card the person actually calls.  

So I started writing out a new list with more detail and more positivity. Explaining how I wanted my relationship with my daughters to be and explaining where I wanted to meet my next client and how I want that relationship to grow. I detailed where I wanted my business in three weeks, three months and three years.  I wrote out how I wanted each day pan out and how I wanted to feel with I went home for the day, and that list went on and on. Needless to say as I became more precise I started to see a dramatic change in my attitude and the responses I received from clients, friends and my family.

I then started to read up in the art of shouting IVVM's and the true purpose of telling LIFE what you want. I want to be successful has no meaning! How successful would you like to be? I want a better relationship with my loved ones and friends...mean nothing unless you are precise and detailed about how those relationships will add value to your life and your added value to them. My business has taken a drastic shift for the positive because I am now more precise and detailed with what I want and when I want it.  I challenge you to look at your wants and wishes and ask yourself if you are too VAGUE with what you seek! Or are you Precise and have a detailed plan of what is to come for you and your business.

IVVM's are statements of ACTION, as you shout them out each morning you are reaffirming to yourself of what you want, and as you go about your day you will find yourself moving closer to your IVVM statements because your mind is aware of what it wants and looks for those opportunities.  

Okay here is a better way to put it...When you walk outside what are you looking for, and what would you like see happen.

Walk inspired.

Misguided fatigue paints stress across a portrait of what seems to be balanced serenity, stabilized comfortability; mature insanity towards a child raised in poverty and sheltered disbelief.
Clouded misconceptions of love and faith taunt this aged mind in insecurity, this fragile soul of severed connectivity, this hidden light of wishful spirituality and yet I still cry out as an individual in need.

Humming tunes of the most ballad impressions calms the worry smothering my motivation, heals the piercing act of profiling and racial damnation, speaks volumes to the impressions I envision despite these thoughts of social and mental segregation… so I become a man of inspiration and child whose hatred concedes.

Positivistic sheep jump contumeliously across the image of my soul bruising what I label faith so I am left action less, powerless, drowning strenuously, quietly and lonely.
A radical inflammation of circumstance builds a unique foundation of my structural ability and guards the pieces of my broken heart, shades the shaving of my spirits vulnerability and liquidizes my formidable masculinity.

Marketable be-it the impression I place upon myself and as it is written validates the regime I allow to be the exposed expression behind what these words really mean.

MarQuis Rhodes

Realtor®, Club President

Windermere /Capital Group, Inc. Boise, ID 83702     Toastmasters /George Fox University    
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