suc·cess

/səkˈsɛs/
| 1. | the favorable or prosperous termination of attempts or endeavors. |
| 2. | the attainment of wealth, position, honors, or the like. |
| 3. | a successful performance or achievement: The play was an instant success. |
| 4. | a person or thing that is successful: She was a great success on the talk show. |
Having what you want, or enjoying what you have? Being content, or having ambition? My desires and appetites have dictated much of my actions. I'm learning that many of my good intentions won't take me where I want to be. Success is a delicate balance of values. I determine where I spend my time and if I enjoy how I spend that time. Reaping what I sow, consequences of actions I did not realize would have such long term impact, I am sometimes tempted to take a break.
Taking a break usually means I am not actively involved in a conflict, sometimes maybe a conversation, but usually I let my mind wander. When I wander in the state of mind where imagination is free I begin to contemplate one of two things. I either begin to think about what got me here, and what actions I took, how far back I did what I did, why I did what I did. Or I begin to imagine what it would feel like to be who I want to be, to be doing the things I would like to do, to have the freedoms, responsibility, and life that I really desire deep down somewhere that aches.
How did you get where you are now? Where do you want to be? What will it take for you to get there?
This gap between what I want and where I am makes my creative imagination work for me, to develop ideas to overcome this distance. When I close the gap I will celebrate my success and then look again to see where the gap is opening up again.
I've heard it called creative tension and those who have achieved great success have learned how to cope without turning that creative tension into stress.
That's all I got for my first blog. I look forward to a new year and opportunity for great success.
Quote: "How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because someday in life you will have been all of these." - George Washington Carver