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Birthdays... don't want em cause maybe the expectation is just a disapointment?

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Real Estate Sales Representative with EXIT Realty Nexus Coon Rapids Minnesota

This morning I woke, or lay-ed under the covers, not wanting to get up... not wanting to see anyone.  Why, cause it's my birthday and though I'd like someone to say it, I don't want it because my expectations have dwindled and maybe so my self worth in this Topsy turfy environment.  So I do, (get up) to the quiet, they have all gone (but one sleepy grand baby soon to turn 5).  Kick into gear with the real estate, get the paper work done for the short sale package.  Time is of the essence.  You're needed at school by 8:40 am don't be late...daughters on the Worship team and she wants you there...(see is singing and playing the keyboard...hearts desire).  So the grandchild almost made it all the way through...  Back home, get to work time is of the essence. keep the cell on silence, don't care to hear from anyone, you know it's my birthday.   Then it breaks, all the well wishers get through anyway, ...I was good by myself feeling no pain.... Now here I am ..OK, so I ache, I am loved always had been just times are hard and it's not so easy to feel happy.  That's why its so important to get through to the one you love or even know.. to give to them, to remind them life is worth living, that you are important and they you did make a difference.  So many well wishers, how humbling, how precious, thank you more than you know.  Thank you for not giving up on me... Thank you God, I know you won't give up on me.

I would love to share this very special gift my sister (number 6 of 6) sent me.  Maybe you can do the same for someone important in your life.  Blessing on this beautiful day the Lord has made.

 

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