I must say that this seems a little pathetic, but still funny.
My new laptop arrived today. I nearly tackled the poor UPS man, and I had this thing out of the box before he was out of the office. I was very excited to take it on my showings, and then come home and hook 'er on up to my new wireless DSL network here at home.
However, as I lay in bed, straining my neck to see over Henry who insists on lying on my chest, I begin to think. I hate it when my mind starts to wander, and sometimes find that I realize things that I would prefer not to know.
Poor Henry is feeling neglected.
Why? I ask myself. But I know why.
About a month ago, Nick and I went halfsies on a Nintendo Wii. This was a big deal, because the only time we have spent a chunk of money like that was A) when we wrote an earnest money check on our house, and B) when we bought our car. And of course, both were bigger checks than what the Wii was.
Now, the last week, I have purchase a wireless router and DSL. My desktop left the office and came home, and the laptop arrived. We have wireless capability on the Wii now, too.
And then the craziest thought went through my mind.
"I liked it better when we didn't have the stuff."
Some of it is about self control. I mean, really, do I even need to be blogging about such topics at eleven o'clock at night? Probably not. I could shut the laptop down and go to bed.
I could walk away from the Wii.
I could easily plop my butt down on the floor in the living room and play with Henry.
However, there's always something more to do.
Every single time I think "I'll just finish this up" I think of something else that I should do. Or another e-mail that should be sent.
I think I was better off when I only had e-mail at the office.
Then again, I now have the opportunity to spend more time at home. It may all even out. I may get everything done.
Somehow, however, I think there will always be more that needs to be done.....
Great post! Keep up the great blogging and best of luck to you!