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I thought I would die...

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Real Estate Broker/Owner with Daytona Condo Realty, 386-405-4408

30th of October is the Day of Remembrance for the Victims of Political Repressions. President Putin visited the place of mass executions accompanied by the Head of the Russian Orthodox Church, made a speech... and I remembered this day 1988, when I went to Lubyanka Square (the headquarter of OGPU-NKVD-KGB) together with maybe another hundred of people to have a candlelight vigil. This was the time of Perestroika, new vision, democracy, Mickhail Gorbachev. We were trying to become citizens, we were learning how to be one. We were holding candles, the weather was typical for Moscow in October, a humid and cold evening. People would come to us and ask us what we were doing there. When asked, I would say that I was representing Vorkuta, a place in the Arctic, where I came from, a notorious GULAG labour camp of Stalin era.

After about 30-40 minutes we saw the special forces police unit coming in full gear. They forced us into a small narrow street wth cars parked all over, leaving a very narrow passage. The police started running and clubbing us. People started screaming, everyone was running. I was scared that I could fall on the slippery asphalt, and would be killed by running people. Someone stepped on the bumper and took a picture. Immediately the police rushed into the crowd, they grabbed the guy and started ferociously beating him up. He screamed that he was a journalist, but this made the police even angrier. The commanding officer was without the head gear. He was a tall and strong man. He smashed the camera on the asphalt and then grabbed the man by the neck, put him back first on the hood of the car and started choking him. We tried to jump and free the man, but they started smashing us with the clubs with such hatred, it was unbelievable.

There were old people and women, and everyone were running until there was nowhere to run, we were surrounded by the riot police and they were methodically beating people. It was dark, you could not see much, people were crying, someone grabbed me by the had and pulled me, and I followed. We squeezed between the cars, then were running through tick bushes scratching ourselves, and then ran through the entrance of an old Moscow building, which had an exit into another street, and I was free. Beaten, ashamed, terrified, but free.

Am I happy that the President is now paying tribute to the victims? Not sure. But I know that he was a KGB General. Same KGB that carried out all these executions.

People do not change. KGB has not changed. The past is not gone.  funcoast realty logo

Jon Zolsky, your Daytna Beach Connection
www.BeautifulFlorida.com

Mary Warren
Las Vegas, NV
wow this is an amazing story, you've been through A LOT Jon!
Oct 30, 2007 04:49 PM
Todd and Danielle Millar
Glenn Simon Inc. - Edmonton, AB
Nineteen years of excellence!
Incredible. And people in North America think their life is hard because they can't buy the newest fashion. This is a real wake-up call.
Oct 30, 2007 05:29 PM
Jon Zolsky, Daytona Beach, FL
Daytona Condo Realty, 386-405-4408 - Daytona Beach, FL
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Mary, Todd & Danielle - Thanks for visiting. It is all very complicated. I often think that I understand it better than our president and his advisers. A lot of mishaps in our foreign policy is simply because they think that everyone else in the world is the same, given the same chance, and this is as far from reality, as it could possibly be.
Oct 31, 2007 02:11 AM
Lisa Hill
Florida Property Experts - Daytona Beach, FL
Daytona Beach Real Estate
Jon- Wow. That is so difficult to fathom. Thank you for sharing your history with us. And I know you don't believe the same as me, but I would have been thanking God for the angel He sent to rescue me.  And I totally agree with your comment above this. Many Americans mistakenly think that we can liberate people from their pasts and they will automatically have better lives. But it usually doesn't work out the way we'd like for it to. There are just too many predatory, corrupt, sinister people in this world. 
Nov 06, 2007 05:20 PM
Jon Zolsky, Daytona Beach, FL
Daytona Condo Realty, 386-405-4408 - Daytona Beach, FL
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Lisa - Thanks for visiting.

And, yes, I sometimes think that I see things, that the president and his advisers (though in Clinton Administration or in Bush) don't see.

The basic flaw is that they assume that people under the same circumstances would want the same, and would behave the same. And this is wrong. Not that much because they are sinister (we all have our share of geniuses and bastards), but because it is a different society.

There is a saying in Russia "Do not enter other people's monastery with your rules". This is the key. You need to know their rules, and then play by their rules. You would first show respect for their culture (rules), and you would not which strings to pull to get the change that you need.

And if in that "monastery" it is normal to torture people, they expect just that, and when we debate and debate and do nothing, they can only see it as weakness. And here is the biggest psychological and cultural difference between the Americans, Britons, French, Germans and the rest of the world. It is OK to be weak and sentimental here, but it is a no-no there. And we were growing with that, and any hesitation was a sign of weakness.

Therefore, Americans are getting into these wars. Iraq was sure that a country that weak could not even be thinking about defeating them, and here came a swift and decisive action. This is what the world can't understand.

As for the terrorists, they are beeing bred by the liberal approach. They see the weakening America, and they are adamant to bring it down.

This would all have stopped on a dime, should there be a strong position and strong showing.

Nov 07, 2007 02:49 AM