When I first decided to go into business for myself, I had big plans in mind. My vision was to create something Donald Trump, Martha Stewart, Oprah Winfrey big. For me, at the time, that's what business was all about. It was million dollar deals and paychecks bigger than you could imagine. It was about power and influence and creating a legacy.
It's not to say that I won't eventually accomplish that. Who knows? My priorities have changed, but it was definitely a gradual shift in thinking. Sure, ramen noodles and peanut butter sandwiches have a way of grounding you, but it was something else, too.
When you're not making money (or what any teenager working at McDonald's would consider to be "real" money), something has to drag you out of bed each morning. Something has to make you go to your office, turn on your computer, and start a new day.
Someone living in the rational world, making a real paycheck asks you one day why you do what you do, and you reply (without blinking or missing a beat) that you love your work, that somehow and at some point, money took a backseat to the pure pleasure you get from showing up and doing your job each day, and that you hope (someday) you'll get paid a decent amount to do what you love.
Now, I take on projects that I know I'll enjoy first and that pay well...actually, I never take on any of those. :) I do have fun, though, and I'm keeping my fingers crossed that one day I'll be able to have my cake and eat it, too. Maybe it won't matter so much, though. I've been told many times that I bring passion and energy to all that I do, and I hope people never have to stop telling me that. I can only imagine that it beats being told, "You bring a lot of money to the table. We value your pocketbook."
Right now, I hear so many people talking about the slow market, and yet agents still show up every day. It has to be more than the money keeping you here, and if that is the case, look forward to the day the tides turn, and you can again have your cake and eat it, too.
As for me, prizes mean nothing. My prize is my work.
- Katherine Hepburn
Good post. I never believe in a slow market. That just means I have to work hard and look outside of the box.
J.