Money is a fairly big issue right now.  I have a closing that should have happened end of November and we just signed an extension for Jan 11.  I wouldn't even want to bore you with the long list of things that are due or overdue to be paid.  Yet I am calm.  The old me would be in there pushing nd stressing and trying to make things happen with a tight reining fist.  These days I just assume that it will all work out and wonder of wonders it usually does somehow.  I never know how ahead of time.  I have just been reflecting about whether all the "hard work" I did in the past trying to control things to happen and stay on track wasn;t just a great ig illusion because I now really believe tht no amount of pushing and shoving and finely tuned "driving" of the deal changes a thing or even steering life.  It just sort of happens and the best that I can do is show up dressed for the game with a balanced outlook.  I truly believe that my days of stressing and high profiled orchestrating are over.  I do what I can and then let the forces prevail..Much easier on me and on those around me I am sure.  My days of adrenline and intensity have to be over I think. Healthier for me.