Bright Shining StarI want to be more. I want to truly shine. My desire for refinement inspires me to brave the treacherous journey into the frontiers of my dark interior. The ways in which unknown possibilities haunt, illuminate and seduce me have evoked a mental travel diary of my hopes and desires - a vision if you will. The cinnamon toast of my existence cries out for new experiences. A new direction… spiritual evolution.

So I’ve been rethinking my life in small and large ways, painful but ultimately fruitful. What journey do we undertake that does not bring to light unwanted stowaways – long ignored out of habit?  Owning up to the dead ends in our private lives, our business approach – even our relationship with ourselves – is the ultimate enlightenment. Yet we face our demons reluctantly. I certainly do. I realize that unless I undress my flaws, see them for exactly what they are - I’ll never dance at the edge – find no reason to push the envelope.

If only the path were easier. Risk free. We all want the sure thing. But the payoff truly comes in the taking of risks. A single roll of the dice can change our lives in ways we might never dream possible. Even our dreams have boundaries. So why not throw out our limitations and pre-conceptions? Take that chance?

Wouldn’t it be great if we could just stop things at pivotal moments, stand back, and write our own ending? How would it be different? What price would we pay for safety?

We have to risk something. We just do.

I am aware that I’ve made mistakes in this life. Big ones and I own them. But they are mine because taking chances not only nets terrific results and fantastic rewards, but miscalculations and losses as well. Because of this, and this alone – my ultimate gains taste even sweeter.

I am not here on this earth as a mere visitor. I am not content to be seated in the audience either. I want to be the star. So I’ll gather my courage and unleash my adventuresome spirit. I’ll take my chances. Because I know exactly what I want. And simply by making the effort, I will shine brighter.

 
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OCT
06
2008
514,455 Points 29 Featured Posts Outside Blog Attended Rain Camp Called Shot Master

Mwa back at you pretty lady.  I didn't know you were hearing impaired.  It makes life interesting, doesn't it?  The things I think people say are usually much more interesting and entertaining that what is actually going on!  The down side, like you said, is I don't hear tender endearments in my ear, and my children have never been able to whisper in my ear as I need to read their lips.  But, you play the hand you get dealt and make the best of it.  xxoo

11:30am • #72
183,075 Points 13 Featured Posts Called Shot Master

Susan... That's exactly right! There asre far worse things. My best friend teases me because if I don't understand what someone says to me, I presume they just told me that I'm beautiful! LOL! No wonder I have such a high opinion of myself :))

xoxo back at ya!

12:30pm • #73
290,126 Points 33 Featured Posts Outside Blog

Jennifer- A short hello to you, and to Jason...it never matters to me what he says, I just know that he is a special kind of guy, that cares.  That's enough for me :)  And you have to be the same or he wouldn't care for you....again that's enough for me.

1:53pm • #74
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Hi Kathy... He very much IS a special kind of guy that cares. I think he may have inherited a double dose of that gene :) I'd like to think I'm worthy of his affection. If nothing else, I am aware of what a gem I have in him and I am very fortunate. And for the record... I DO care - very, very much.

6:27pm • #75
OCT
07
2008
200,002 Points 16 Featured Posts Called Shot Master

My Jenn. I am always late to the party... Does this mean our Gypsy girl is spreading her wings and letting go? The wings, yours and his, will keep you just safe enough to never want to look back, but never so safe that you won't feel speks of stardust on your skin...  Fly, dear Jenn! You were always meant to:-)

8:47am • #76
OCT
08
2008
4 Featured Posts

Jennifer ~ Good to have lunch again.  Boy have I missed the three of us...Thank you for sharing yourself with us and those of us who get to know what things mean to you feel very honored to be a part of the life you own.  Hugs to you...

10:37am • #77
OCT
15
2008
148,379 Points 13 Featured Posts Outside Blog

Jennifer - I wish nothing but the best for you. May your star continue to blaze as you forge your unique path.

8:36am • #78
183,075 Points 13 Featured Posts Called Shot Master

Inna... That is such a lovely thing to say. I have every intention of doing exactly that... :)

Mwa!

11:39am • #79
183,075 Points 13 Featured Posts Called Shot Master

Sarah... As always, I had so much fun :) We make a great team... wish we could all do more business together!

11:40am • #80
OCT
22
2008
493,908 Points 75 Featured Posts Outside Blog Called Shot Master

Write another post my dear.  Poetic prose awaits its muse...

6:59pm • #82
OCT
24
2008
183,075 Points 13 Featured Posts Called Shot Master

My Jason... You are too sweet when you kick my ass :)

9:28am • #83
OCT
26
2008
198,335 Points 5 Featured Posts Localism Sponsor Outside Blog

A little late to the party I am!  I love your post, Jen!  Have you read A New Earth?  It's taking me forever to get through it....a lot of "rereading" on my part to make sure I'm getting it...AWESOME BOOK. You would love it! 

mwah!

8:32am • #84
183,075 Points 13 Featured Posts Called Shot Master

Hi Antoinette! No, I haven't read it but I'm going to check it out now...

Mwa right back at ya...

 

9:36am • #85

We should all try to remember: before the bloom it was a bud- before the bud it was a stem- before the stem it was a seed and all that started because someone thought to put it in some mud. Jennifer you seem to be a super bloom!

Carol

8:22pm • #86
183,075 Points 13 Featured Posts Called Shot Master

Carol... That is such a lovely vision and I thank you for including me in it! Mwa!

9:32pm • #87
NOV
08
2008
1,057,134 Points 27 Featured Posts Outside Blog Called Shot Master

One has to remember that life is a journey, not an end. Enjoy the journey with family and friends. Makes for a much more pleasant end.

1:58am • #88
DEC
04
2008
129,765 Points 1 Featured Post Outside Blog

Nobody wants to sit on the sidelines in life; in fact I don't even know what that would be called but I doubt it would be living. I heard a line, though it is only an idea to me now, in a movie once (and no I don't remember the movie) that the last thing the main character wanted to do during that instant when they review our life just before death is to realize that there were things they did not do and wish they had. That regret in an instant can seem to stretch to eternity. As my friend Debbie Malone says, and has even titled her blog, carpe diem (minus the bumper sticker, that is much too cliche). Congrats on your upcoming nuptuials and for a successful journey thus far.

11:04pm • #89
DEC
16
2008
140,647 Points

always venture off the wisdom path...this is how we grow... this is how we learn...I love to read your blog Jennifer... enjoy the Holiday Season!

10:22pm • #90
DEC
17
2008
183,075 Points 13 Featured Posts Called Shot Master

Hi Patty!... Thats a sweet thing to say and I wish you a very Merry Christmas too! Love your graphic :)

11:44am • #91

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