I can't stand it any more. I have to ask the question. Early in the morning as you log on to your computer and get ready to read your emails (or Active Rain Blogs), does anyone else out there notice their reflection in the computer screen and really wish you didn't have to look at it????
My computer may be extra slow right now...so I get the ...shall we say...the pleasure...of viewing myself, no makeup, before my cup of tea, hair usually not even brushed looking back at me on an otherwise black screen. Now let me tell you it is NOT a pretty picture. Could be the lighting in the room doesn't help, but those lines running down the corners of my mouth, I look at least 20 years older than later in the day.
I cannot help but notice it and think about how the aging process seems to have accelerated in recent years, even months. (Which Dr Phil confirmed on a show last week...after fifty the affects of aging are much more apparent on the outside...I guess I had been aging under the skin for years and it's just now really popping out there like one of those big pimples in my teenage years...I guess I am now bearing the fruits of my sun loving younger days.)
I just wondered if anyone else has had this dialog with themselves on occasion.
Don't get me wrong...it beats the alternative and I am blessed with good health and a great family....I just needed to vent.
Are you sure you are not just looking in the mirror, I get the two mixed up all the time.
Turn the screen on and walk out of the room. be good cheryl