I refute clichés and fight them at every turn. (Perhaps it’s the writer in me?) But this Monday morning shaped up to be simply awful! It began with a less than shining example of relationship bliss, unhappy news and… what’s this? Not another meme tag!  Thanks Susan!!  If they hadn’t all been tossed on the floor, I would have crawled back under the blankets rather than face this miserable Monday.

Suffocating under morning traffic and fighting back tears, I barely gave a thought to what I might want for Christmas. After all, I’m in the midst of shedding possessions and the definitions that encumber them. I already know what I want – and it isn’t a thing – all I want resides within the soul of one particular man. That’s it. Nothing more. So employing my lavish imagination won’t yield the treasure expected from this Christmas Meme. It simply isn’t in me this time. I'm sorry.

My telepathic plaintive cries were heard. I was given marching orders to call off the day midstream and head up to Timberline. I didn’t give it a moment’s hesitation. Trapped in gunmetal shades of black, white and grim, I hurried my escape. Little by little, stress and hopelessness began to fall back with the rising elevation. Then a slice of sun landed in my lap like a golden trinket. Rising above it all, I felt the shimmering weightlessness of separation. Light and light. That in-between place that exists between land and sky. It was perfect. And suddenly I knew.

All I want for Christmas is my very own mountain!

Mt. Hood from Timberline Lodge

It requires no assembly, leaves no carbon footprint, there's no packaging to dispose of, no shipping fees, children weren’t exploited in it’s manufacture and no animals were harmed in testing. My sweetheart won’t need to spend the requisite two years’ income to purchase it, and it will never, ever go out of style. What gift could be more perfect?

 

(I know!  NOT tagging anyone!!)

 

 

 
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49 Comments on No Hesitation

DEC
01
2008
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I wouldn't think of dragging you anywhere.  You look pretty beautiful on that mountain.

10:51pm • #1
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 Two years income?  You really do want a mountain!  LOL!

Hi Jenn!

Hi Jason!

 

10:59pm • #2
DEC
02
2008
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Jennifer- You had me mesmerized in your words and your soul. I hang on every word waiting to know the other. That is the best compliment a writer can receive in my book. You are phenomenal.

1:11am • #3

Nice picture, it really was a beautiful day in Oregon today- even with a little rain!

1:14am • #4
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Jennifer:  Two year's income, huh ?  Well... depending on what market you are working in, one might even be able to just write a check for that amount... or even pay for it out of petty cash... LOL.  But... what a gorgeous mountain.  The only thing that could make that mountain more beautiful... would be putting you at the top of it... like an angel on top of a Christmas tree !  Take care... nighty night :)

1:18am • #5
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Jennifer, this was beautifully written, as always... which is why I so selfishly tagged you.  I'm sorry to have made your day worse... writing mine actually got me out of my head a bit and made me feel better.  xxoo

6:19am • #6
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Ah...just what you wanted...yet another freekin MEME...it's getting really bad out there:) Maybe we should write about the MEME bailout?

7:36am • #7
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That's one beautiful gift, Jenn - the one you'll always have... Everytime I think of mountains, you will be the whisper and the mist making up those spaces in between.

PS: so glad these memes are ending with the taggees these days - maybe they'll finally go away:-)

 

7:46am • #8
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A mountain huh? Wonder how Santa would actually deliver such a thing? Out here we pretty much have hills.....would you settle for a hill???? Your writings are certainly a gift! See ya soon!

8:41am • #9
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Hi Mandy :)

Yeah, why not? He doesn't know the difference ;-)

9:32am • #11
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Katerina... Wow! That's the best compliment I can receive in MY book as well! Thank you so very much - you just made my day :))

9:34am • #12
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Kim... Yes it was beautiful until I came back down the mountain into spitting metallic rain. More proof that I belong somplace else.

9:36am • #13
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Aunt Karen... That's a sweet vision, but I can tell you I've been an ornament in people's lives before and it's highly overrated. Anyone who hopes to spend time with me needs to appreciate me more as a thinker and less as a looker :) And if that someone wants to spend a couple year's income on my 'mountain', well, who am I to argue?? :))

9:39am • #14
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Susan... You could NEVER ruin my day! I was just at such a loss and then I was tagged for another type of meme moments later. I've begun to feel like I've caught some nasty condition I can't seem to shake ;)

9:42am • #15
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Neal... Write it! I can't wait to read it! How will it end? Will you throw in a slick car explosion too just for fun?

9:43am • #16
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Inna... Your comment imagery will remain with me throughout the day. I would far rather be a whisper in the mist these days than Jennifer out loud. I don't want to have to say anything at all. I just want the world to know without having to fight to be heard. Thank you :)

Mwa!

9:53am • #17
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Scott... A hill will work perfectly. And I would never consider it 'settling'. It's exactly what I want :) I can't wait to get there!!

9:54am • #18
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"After all, I'm in the midst of shedding possessions and the definitions that encumber them."A reminder for me that I always need and a mountain is a wonderful gift. I was once part of a Hood to Coast team that ran from one of your beautiful mountains to your gorgeous coast. Thanks for not tagging me, you will be rewarded! Take care of yourself my articulate and gifted friend!

12:04pm • #19
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You are such a creative wonderful writer.  I think I've told you this before.

1:12pm • #20
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Random shoe of the day for your beautiful mountain blog:

jimmy choo

2:22pm • #21
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Russell... The Hood to Coast run begins from this very mountain! It's a wonderful event and it's pretty cool that you've participated :)

2:52pm • #22
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You have Barbara, but it's always so very nice to hear :) Thank you!!

2:52pm • #23
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Chris... Wow! That's quite a shoe! Looks a little dangerous, but I'll bet it would cut right through the ice when it finally arrives :)

2:54pm • #24
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Hi there -- lovely post.  I love how living in PDX is marvelous for the way we can come around a corner, come up over a hill, cross a bridge and there it is -- the mountain with the sun lit glow.  Our own white crusted jewel! and loved the polyphonic spree!

7:41pm • #25
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Hi Jen, When you think of the mountain like your heart, you are right you don't need anything.  You already have it.  Most search a lifetime and never find what you know you already have.  Sorry you had a bad day of it, but hopefully you are better today my friend.

8:05pm • #26
DEC
03
2008
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Jen,

Nope...this one I have a legit reason not to...I don't celebrate Christmas so there you go:)

6:31am • #27
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Alex... You described it perfectly. I never cease to be rendered speechless when that mountain makes a surprise appearance. It's as though she's the best dressed at any party :) Simply gorgeous!!!

4:06pm • #28
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Audrey... That's a lovely way of thinking about it. Though part of the appeal of being on that mountain is the safety it provides by keeping anything from encroaching. If I protect my heart that much, I will be a very lonely girl. I like your idea better ;)

4:15pm • #29
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Neal... Oh darn. I guess we won't invite you over for a Christmas cocktail then ;-0

4:16pm • #30
DEC
04
2008
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Do you realize the upkeep that a mountain takes? ... and were you expecting precious gems to be lodged in that mountain of yours ;-)

Good idea... I'm going to ask for...  an island.

Miss you!

10:12am • #31
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Hey Sara... We could do a land swap! Just keep your island well stocked :)

Miss you too!

1:00pm • #32
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Hey Sara... We could do a land swap! Just keep your island well stocked :)

Miss you too!

1:02pm • #33
DEC
05
2008
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I know I'm late to this party, but if you get your own mountain can I get an invite to ride some of the trails? It's all about me Jennifer. ;o) I appreciate your writing. Thanks!

11:46am • #34
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Greg... Absolutely! And you can be certain the trails will be awesome and challenging! Why? Because I will make them just like ME!

1:10pm • #35
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Jen...

The two of you deserve each other. You Guys could collaborate on one hell of a book :)

As for the ring and prerequiste ... Have him do what BB did ... Buy it at a pawn shop :)

TLW...ROAR!

6:35pm • #36
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Lovely Wife... LMAO!!! A pawn shop??  Please oh PLEASE don't give him any ideas!!! I have him trained to think he has to buy me a huge rock from Tiffany. I'd hate for him to be disappointed ;-)

Seriously though... he could make me a ring out of his braided hair and I would be the happiest girl alive!!

Mwa!!

6:42pm • #37
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Okay...

I gotta share the story with you. Back when we were...Well...Your age, we had NO money for long periods of time. We were both in sales during a recession. Sound familiar? Anyway, every few weeks we would gather all my jewelry and pawn it to purchase food and pay bills. As the years passed and we finally made our mark in this world BB went back to the same pawn shop and bought me the rock I now wear for our 20th Wedding Anniversary. My ring was worth waiting for. Hell, my first ring was a beer tab :)

TLW...ROAR!

7:02pm • #38
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Lovely Wife... I love that story!! I may yet have a beer tab in my future :)) And yes it does sound a little too familiar at the moment. I have to smile at the 'your age' comment though. You do realize that I'm older than he is?

7:15pm • #39
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Jennifer, I have a lovely ring that I never wear because I'm not much into jewelry.  I like that I have it, but now that I am older (much more so than you my lovely young friend), rings just aren't all that important to me.  I garden, I swim, I clean my own home, rings just get in my way.  I'll be happy to ooh and ahhh over your beer tab when you get to my neck of the woods.

TLW, you are just so sweet to share that story!  How many years are you guys married?

7:22pm • #40
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They've been married over a hundred years Susan!!! LMAO!!!!

7:36pm • #41
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Jennifer.... hey, I want my very own mountain also...  and you & Jason can use it any time without asking.  ;o)

Jeff Belonger

10:47pm • #42
DEC
06
2008
409,002 Points 72 Featured Posts Outside Blog

Susan...

Twenty five years. I don't wear my jewelry or rings when I'm doing the chores either. But when it's time for Lovely, out come the rings and all the other trinkets and jewelry BB has helped me to collect :)

Jen...

I didn't know you were older. I just know Sardi is the same age as our identical twin Sons. By the looks of your photo you're not that much older :)

TLW...ROAR!

6:04am • #43
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Jennifer - if you want a mountain, Hood is a pretty good one, but, you have to share it with a lot of other people. But there are plenty of good, lesser visited ones in the area. I will say that the view from Trillium Lake is fanatastic.

7:02am • #44
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Jenn,

I can still have the cocktail!

7:45am • #45
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Jeff... Now you're just getting downright greedy! A mountain and a brunette? There will be nothing left for the rest of us!

10:54pm • #46
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Lovely Wife... Well thank you for that :) He's still such a puppy!

10:57pm • #47
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Mike... This picture IS from Mt. Hood - looking up the mountain inside Timberline Lodge. It's 45 minutes from my house and i hear it calling to me often. If I were to turn 180 degrees, I'd be looking at Trillum lake. I ride my bike around that lake and Timothy Lake as well. I will miss the entire area. It's stunningly beautiful!

11:00pm • #48
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Neal... Only if I say it's ok :)

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