9/11 - 10 years later

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This is my least favorite time of the year as the anniversary of 9/11 and death of my best friend Angie approaches.

This year seems so much worse than some of the past anniversaries.  I think it's because 10 years feels like a lifetime.  Also, for the first time she's been dead (10 years) longer than we were best friends (9 years) and I feel so cheated!

Cheated out of the opportunity to see her as a mother.

Cheated out of the opportunity to have her know my children and have them know her personally.

Cheated out of having that "go to girlfriend" who would drop everything to be there for me if I needed her.

Cheated out of a lifetime of having her with me.

So much life has happened in these 10 years and it still makes me angry that she is not here with us to enjoy it.

Not a day goes by where I don't miss her.  I miss the shared history, those little stories that only she would understand, those memories that only she and I shared.  I miss hearing her voice and her laugh.

I lost my innocence that beautiful September morning.  It was the first time I truly understood how cruel life can be and that I realized that bad things do happen to wonderful people.

Angie had a beautiful spirit unlike anyone else I have ever met.  The impact she left in 27 short years is a testament to what a special person she was.  My life is so much better because she was a part of it.  She taught me so much about love, friendship, and acceptance.  

 

I have never had a sister but that is what she was to me.  Without a doubt she was a part of my family.

 

I am forever honored to have had the opportunity to call her my BEST friend! 

 

 9/11 Victim Remembered

 

Learn more about Angie and the Angie Houtz Memorial Scholarship Fund

 

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Cynthia Larsen
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Wow ... when I started reading your blog post I remembered the one you wrote last year about Angie. This one touched me just as much. What a special friend you had, what a sad, sad day.

Sep 09, 2011 10:17 AM #2
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Dr. Stacey-Ann Baugh
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Mary - thank you

Cynthia - She was incredibly special

Sep 09, 2011 12:08 PM #3
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Eric Crane -- Your Full Service, Discount Fee Realtor®
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Hi, Stacey-Ann -- what a beautiful tribute post.  It is further proof that the terrorists did not attack a country.  Their victims cut across almost every religiion, color and ethnic group.  They attacked HUMANITY. 

Sep 09, 2011 12:13 PM #4
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It's not easy and sometimes we cannot comprehend. But if you believe, it's not Goodbye but see you later.

Sep 09, 2011 12:14 PM #5
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Lottie Kendall
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Stacey Ann, I'm so dreadfully sorry. Many of us lost our innocence and feeling of security that day--life will never be quite the same again.

Sep 09, 2011 12:14 PM #6
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Linda Blumenthal
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Stacey-Ann, I am so sorry for your tremendous loss.  Even though I never met her, Angie will be in my thoughts on 9/11.

Sep 09, 2011 12:19 PM #7
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Dr. Stacey-Ann Baugh
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Eric - I so agree, people from all over the world were impacted by that day's events

Loreena - I certainly like to think that it's see you later

Lottie - I definitely did impact our ability to feel safe

Linda - thank you for keeping her in your thoughts

Sep 09, 2011 12:21 PM #8
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Richard Iarossi
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Stacey Ann,

It was a tragedy that we should never forget. Angie, and all the others lost that day will always be remembered with friends like you.

Rich

Sep 09, 2011 01:57 PM #9
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Stacey-Anne - like all our fallen heroes they walk with us still, they will live on in our thoughts and our prayers till the end of time and no one can take that from us

Sep 09, 2011 02:26 PM #10
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Stacey Anne ~ beautiful tribute.  I'm sure she is looking down upon you and smiling on the beautiful spirit you have inside you.

Sep 09, 2011 02:32 PM #11
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Robert L. Brown
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That dreadful day is coming. One that we all have remembered too well. Sorry for your loss. Always remember the good times. That's what she would have wanted.

 

Sep 09, 2011 02:33 PM #12
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Joni Bailey
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I too remember your tribute to Angie last year. Lifting you up in prayer. May you feel the comfort that only God can give.
Sep 09, 2011 04:08 PM #13
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Pacita Dimacali
Alain Pinel - Oakland, CA
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So sorry for your loss....but glad you had those beautiful moments to remember her by.

I've been watching several shows about 9-11 today and tonight, and the horror still makes me gasp. What uunbelievable heartache. We shall never forget.

Sep 09, 2011 05:58 PM #14
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Cindy Edwards
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Stacey,

What a wonderful tribute you have made to your friend.  She will always be in your heart, and that's important.  I'm so sorry for your loss.

Sep 10, 2011 01:23 AM #15
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Brian Madigan
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This is particularly tragic. All she did was go to work that day.

Great tribute!

Sep 10, 2011 04:34 AM #16
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Rich - It is so important that we continue to honor them all

Kathy - so true

Dawn - thank you so much for saying that

Robert - there were so many good times too

Joni - thank you

Pacita - it is an almost unbelievable horror

Cindy - thanks

Brian - It is sad to think that she was just doing her routine.

Sep 10, 2011 05:41 AM #17
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It always seems so fresh this time of year.  I always cry.  But I also believe that the salt on the wound is good for America.  We need to stand strong.  We need to support one another.  We need to build up.  I'm so sorry you lost someone that day.  My heart goes out to you and both your families.

Sep 10, 2011 02:28 PM #18
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Mary Yonkers
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Stacey-Ann,

Very touching post about your friend, Angie. Even though she is not with you in person her spirit lives on.

I can relate in a small way as I lost my childhood best friend, Sylvia, to cancer shortly after high school graduation.

Sep 11, 2011 08:54 AM #19
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Tammy - thanks

Mary - I'm sure you do understand the feeling of loss - sorry for your loss as well.

Sep 11, 2011 11:37 AM #20
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Ginger Harper
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I remember it well.. Such a sad day for America..

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