I am here to report I am alive and well. I haven't written a post in almost a year and slowed down about the time I quit drinking in January 2014.
Life has seriously gotten in the way. In January 2014, I quit drinking. Yep I could probably consider myself an alcoholic. Shortly after a severe depression ensued and then an "enlightenment" if you will. This is typical of all former drinkers I do believe. The enlightenment was a period where I enjoyed life like I have never enjoyed it before.
I also realized that my marriage was based on booze and parties and I was "done" with that type of life and had to move on to enjoy a life that I saw with my enlightenment period.
Shortly after, I met up to have a face to face meeting with a local inspector that I had never met but we had previous interactions on the phone. We both fell in love immediately. I fought it for quite some time as I felt I had to get my ducks in order. You know - cleaning up all the chaos that goes hand in hand with a former addicts party life - keep my head above water with my brokerage and single lady bills - all that fun stuff.
Six months after that meeting to the date, in May, Paul got down on one knee & proposed to me and I said yes.
It took me almost 9 months to "clean up the chaos" but it is officially gone and I have moved forward. Paul waited until I was ready, he let me grow and then he moved in. I no longer live "in the future" or in an anxious state. I enjoy my life that involves much peace, love, serenity and abundance.
I seriously don't know how I had the strength to do all I did AND grow my brokerage AND my personal business but I did - healing one day at a time.
Hopefully I can get back to my regularly scheduled blogging as planned in about a month. I am very blessed and am surrounded by people that I appreciate so much. Thank you everyone who reached out to me in the extremely tumultuous times, it meant more to me than you will ever know!