I am scared and that is something I don't experience or express often. Life is trying and this thing is really overwhelming. I am nonetheless grateful for the company of my rescue dogs who it seems are actually rescuing me now. The only normalcy I know now has everything to do with my gang. They are as they always were: happy to be warm, to be fed timely and sleep whenever and wherever they like.
Yesterday my June trip to Alaska was canceled. I wasn't surprised but was sad about it. I am hoping that I will one day to be able to get there. There isn't anything to do about this except try and get my miles back for the flight. I am still working on that. Tomorrow is another day. Be well.