I can't handle it. I hate the stuff. I can't wait for a fix though. OK...just one more time and I'm done. Jeeez....I must be some sort of junkie. My friends always called the TV show "24"....Crack TV. Once you sign on, then you can't get off. The Hotel California.
Active Crack, er Active Rain! It was hard this weekend, but I went into a 2 day detox program, but am already back shooting up. Comment on this post, draft another. I HAVE STUFF TO GET DONE! But here I am snorting a line of the RAIN.
I do get lots of business off of this site. I love the relationships. The market's definitely not as busy as we would like so it's OK for me to do it just this one more time.
I rationalize that I have a life. I have a wife and kids. THEN WHY DO I FEEL GUILTY ABOUT TAKING A WEEKEND OFF? There's nothing wrong with this, but I'm obsessed. What if I miss something great? What if I don't keep my pace. What if I don't reach out to some new relationship.
At least let me log on to see who's commented or contacted me....PLEASE....just this once. The Rain really doesn't have a hold of me. I'll prove it after I check my messages and post my most recent deep thought for the day. I'll walk away for a while.
I guess the first step to a cure is admitting that I have a problem, or so I'm told. We'll see. I really don't have a problem. After my next feature post, I'll get back to a life of moderation. I'll just get this done on Monday so that I can glide through the rest of the week.
Active Rain Addition can sure be addicting! Man do I need a fix!