Hello Out There...

Long time no see. I have been cooped up in the hospital for almost 2 weeks now. I have relapsed with a rare condition called TTP (Thrombotic Thrombocytopenia Purpura). It is a rare condition where my platelets can drop lower than normal for any unknown reason. No cause and technically no cure for it. Different treatment methods work on different people. I have been thinking a lot since I have been here and really a LOT!! I am thinking about just starting all over with everything all over again in my life. I know most of you don't know what's going on in my life, but pretty much I just have to say I got hung up in the subprime/FHA mortgage mess. I am a loan officer. I am about to lose everything if I don't do something quickly. My theory is to file Chapter 7, liquidate everything, go stay with friends for a little while and start the heck all over. Say screw my boyfriend of 8 years, screw my house of 5 years, screw everything of 8 years since I have been here in Georgia. Start all over, get a fresh start, have no burdens and call it a day. Have no burdens as far as liens, judgments, credit harassment, repo and foreclosure threats. I will still have burdens in a different sense but at least most of them will be over with and I won't relapse with this monster again. I think this TTP is stress related regardless of what ANYBODY thinks of this condition (for me-that is). So, I just wanted to spread the news to you all and let you know. I am also considering changing mortgage brokers yet AGAIN to Freedom Mortgage. Freedom Mortgage has a retail side where they have no credit score requirements for FHA loans, which makes my wholesale broker life SO much easier. Then maybe my loans will stick better and my volume will pick up and maybe my money will pick up too. :) Anybody with Freedom Mortgage out there? Any opinions on the company working for them? Thanks for reading this long and boring post from me! Have a great day!