My Idea On How To Deal With This Or Any Other Market!
Do you work hard? I don't! I never want to work hard again. I work persistent, but I can't say I'm a workaholic. I put in hours, even when I'm not 'Putting in Hours.' When I die, they won't say Jason Sardi was a hard worker, they'll say I lived hard. I know this now because I have an 'In' with God. God loves me, I think! I do this cause I love it. Through the uncertainity, through the chaos, through the good times & bad, I can honestly say I adore what I do for a living. Believe me, it isn't because of the money. In 6+ years in this industry, I would of made more coin being a prostitute for any other cause. I have no regrets though, I love this. Because of Active-Rain, I fell in love with it all over again...
I first joined this forum in the very fruits of its beginning. I dare say that I was one of the first. I didn't become Active until later, yet it was to become a destiny & epiphany all unto itself. Adam asked, I'll answer now. Because of Active-Rain, I fell in love.....all freaking over again.
On Active-Rain I've met and am meeting some great people. It makes me wonder where they were for the past 31 years of my existence. But this isn't about that, because its about somebody else I loved and adored. The love and adoration of loss.
I lost a gal because of my committment to writing on this forum. Love to me, is never conditional. I lost my life because I like writing too much, on this forum. Nobody will ever change me! If you can't live like you write, what good is writing? It's like teaching and not being able to be the student. I want to live & lose, and write what is on my skull every step of that way. That was lost along the way, I have learned to live with that notion. I lost, which leads me to being able to love again.
Because of Active-Rain, I fell in love with my chosen profession....all over again. I also fell in love with life, because I encountered those who chose to share that same adulation. Because of Active-Rain, I fell in love with living and knowing that I will always be tested & probed & prodded until I give in. Yet, I'll never give in and that is where Active-Rain comes into play, I fell in love with my purpose to this strange world all over again.
That is Because I answer Why....
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